At last, god didn't lock all the doors...

The title of this post seems weird, yet it is true. :)

My laptop was not working properly for 2 or 3days already. I was really sick of it. Mouse tap doens't work well and charger kept on discharging! I was so mad these days. I screamt to the laptop and stuff. Though it disturbed me a lot these few days, it still survived till last night. The problem was not cuz of laptop or mouse tap but the laptop charger. Oh my babi Hp pavilion dv 6000, i was about to throw you to the corner of the wall. :(

I was adviced to changed my charger rather than throwing the whole lappie to the wall, lolz. Big thx to my lovely adviser :*

Well, the problem is found, so the next step is solving it. The solution is to buy new charger. I checked amazon.co.uk and found it, it costs around 25pounds. I just know it costs this much. I should have taken care of my ex-charger properly. :(

I did find it in amazon or ebay but the problem is i haven't recieved my bank card yeet :( i have applied for it for 2 months already. My cousin (Marya) has already got it last week. We applied for the cards at the same day. Poor me.. and i can't order online and wait till it delivers (a week delivery) cuz i still have dozens of assignment to do and things to prepare for my group presentation. The biggest thing i need to do is, skype-ing! Grrr how can i live a day like a year without lappie?

Last night, i then planned to wake up early in order to go to bank to get my card problem fixed and to get my laptop charger. I didn't even remember the way to Currys (electrical shop) but i had to try. But poor me, this morning, my throat hurts me so bad and it was raining outside. I couldn't speak even a word. So i had to try to put myself to bed, hopefully to feel better after waking up again. Yep, i woke up again around 10, then i tasted my voice, and my throat didn't hurt me as mux as the first time i was awoke. i then made a phone called and got ready for going out.
I slept for the whole night but today i still feel very tired. I walked to metro station with only one-third of my usual energy :( I wonder why... I couldnt smile as well. I was afraid i couldn't find that electrical shop and i was afraid that the hp charger is not sold there. :(
Before heading to the electrical shop, i stopped by the Barclays Bank and asked about my card. They said, there is a problem with my account and my card. I then just withdraw 100pound from my account by using my password. After withdrawing the money, i immediately started to search for Currys. I walked back and forth, back and forth but i couldn't see it. I felt so mad at myself. I have passed through it a few times but now i couldn't find it. I turned left, turned right, went staight and finally, i found it.. Lolz, i was so happy. But once i got inside and ask for the charger, the lady said, we have got only the universal chargers which is fit to several types of laptop and the price is 120pounds. I then said oh and said, i will just look around. Lolzzz... I got only 100pounds in my purse and i didn't expect the charger to cost that high. :-s
I left Currys with my face down. I felt so bad.. :( I felt so sad :( I then called my senior and asked him to check ebay and got one for me. It was only 8pounds and delivery days is 5 working days. I have no choice so i just asked him to buy me that. I felt so sad :( I couldn't smile and i really felt so tired. :(
Along the way back home around, i still thought of how i could survive without lappie. :( When i about to crossed the road and continued my another 15mins walk back home, i happened to see a shop called AGM. It sales Pc accessories and stuff. I was about to fly lolz. I crossed the road immediately and then went in to ask and they said they got it... Yeah but they said they had to go to take in other shop nearby. They said the charger will be here before 2pm. I was so happy. I then said thank you and left the shop without noticing the time. I walked back home happily.. yeah finally i could smile. But when i arrived home, put my bag down, i looked at the time oh my gosh it is 1.45 already. So i must have left that shop around 1.30pm. I should have waited at that shop. NO choice i had to run back to the shop before 2pm cuz the shop closed around 2. I ran back with my smile though. I was so clumsy and ridiculous me, i didn't look at the time. Well, i didn't know that it was already 1.30pm. When i arrived, i smiled and asked the shopkeeper and he said, wait around 10mins, the guy is gone to take the charger. Though the shop had no chair, i still waited with my smile :) The guy came, he gave me the charger, i gave him 29pounds cash and yep i ran back home again. Oh and i called to my senior and asked him whether he already bought it through ebay, he said not yet, cuz he was busy preparing for his class :) lolz nice huh? ;) Though, i seem to be very unlucky, i still have a way to walk. God did not close all the doors :)
I have a bit more energy now, that's y i am writing this long post :)

I am 100% unlucky and 30% lucky so then thx god i am only 70% unlucky :)
Oh and this month i spent over my budget already :( it is not 17th yet. :( hik hik another 10% bad luck so in total i am 80% unlucky :(

Hope my luck is getting better soon. :-s

Today's pix by de way

Quick shots through bus window and in the bus... Along the way to Wylam Brewry :)

A very long day

Today is wednesday. I am supposed to be free as every week but nope I have had a trip organized by Business Society in Uni to one of the small beer factory in somewhere around Newcastle. Well, what's in there? As i remember, there was a dog there. It kept barking while others and I first got out off the bus. I dared not to look at its face :-s lolz, funny me! That dog is not cute, by the way.
Being more serious, tt is interesting to get to know the process of making beer and stuff. However, i didnt concentrate much. It was so cold and I felt so hungry. So how could i concentrate while my stomache was crying? Poor me hik hik hik. Oh and by the way they produce beer named... er... Wylam Brewry, if I am not mistaken. We were off from Uni at 1.30pm and arrived there around ten to three. We left at 3.45pm, probably. I arrived uni at 4.45pm and then got to another bus to the city campus in order to go for my chinese class. I felt so bad till i got out of the bus at the city campus and grabbed a BIG sandwich- tuna and bacon! Woo hoo... I felt so gud after finishing all that giant sandwich. However, another sad thing, my phone was out of money + out of battery! Hmm... Not good. Okie, after grabbing that mama sandwich, i ran to my chinese class and yeah i was so embarrassed. When i entered the class, everyone was looking at me, yeah cuz i was late. I was saying sorry, and i diidn't pay so much attention to the door. It then closed hardly and "Bang" the sound of that door made me scream. Yeah everyone laught. I was being a clown, a very tired clown. :(
After class, i just handed in my homework and talked a bit about my chinese with my teacher, Richard. He said I am good at it and yep he did admire me a lot. Lolz. (BUT i didn't do homework myself, i have got a special helper lolz shhhhh - SECRET)
Alrite, after got all homeworks checked, i left class and walked alone to the metro station. It was a very cold and lonely night. I was waiting at the metro station about 15 mins. At the other side, i saw chinese couples teasing each other.. Lolz they were sweet. I smiled for them for being so happy :) Good luck to them.. Well, the train came, i didn't notice. I was thinking and dreaming alone, luckily i didn't miss it or else i would need another 15mins for another train coming!
After got out off the metro, i then walked to a super market just 3mins walk from station to grab a chocolate cake. I actually wanted to buy a celebration cake but it is not sold there, so no choice i just bought the chocolate cake in their freezer. I really need to go back as fast as i could. I ran and then i stopped at one indian shops, 20mins away from my place to get my phone fed. It ran out of money again! After topping up, i made a call and talked talked till my phone went uncautious. :( It ran out off battery. I walked plus ran plus almost flied back home. When i got home, i went straight to the kitchen to put the cake in the fridge then came up immediately, charged my phone and on the lappie!

WOW... what's a very long day and long post! i wonder who's gonna read this long post! lolz i know no one but yeah just write it down. I am so tired now... But i've still got dozen of thing to read :( not a bed time stories, or bed time reading but a reading which is a MUST or else i would be dead in silent tomorrow in class... Lolz

Well, gotta go now, back to post sth next next days... when i have time and mood :P

Pye pye

Get Well Soon

Hope you get well soon, darl :*

Another weekend...

It's saturday! I am supposed to be so happy cuz it is weekend! But NOOOooo weekend but i have got loads of college works to do :( Poor me.. I've still got something to be submitted before monday and hmm now i haven't started looking at it yet.. yeah i know i am being so procrastinated! :-s

I dunno how can i change this habit; i bet this cute habit will be forever with me... Gosh! i really wanna get rid of it. I just can't think of anything or any words if i do my work 3 days before. But if tomorrow i everything need to be submitted, many words, many things come to my head and i just write it out. lolz, think i have to live with this lovable habit for the rest of my life. Oh and yeah i have been so successful in my study life though i have been this procrastinated. lolzzz.. Probably this is the reason why i still adapt this habit..

Well, let's get down to topic of today. Weekend? many things to do in my room. Sleeping, eating, chatting, watching movie and everything lolz. What's a very beautiful life! ^_*
About assignment i will take care of it tomorrow, just a day before the deadline :P

By the way, wish everyone a nice weekend and yeah dun forget to SMILE :)

Today, last couple months...

It's been 9 months already. It was friday. I remember i was accompanyin' my friend to hospital. Then, I went to CP (Nilai, Malaysia) to grab a simple dinner (Yummy duck rice). I remember that my phone rang while i was having dinner. I picked up and suddenly i realized something had happened within a blink. Since that friday, a life was so wrong. [---- cut----]

Friday, today, that saddie moment is still remembered but no longer be able to sense that feel. . Time really heals everything and Miracle does happen sometimes.

From chapter to chapter in life book, tons of things happen, tons of problems occur, tons of memories to be remembered.

Appreciate life; live it to fullness. A problem that we face is just an episode; be ready for next next episodes and DO NOT GIVE UP. Time flies; miracle does happen.

Live Life Simple; Smile For Today & Hope For Tomorrow :)

Drawin'

I don't draw wherever i am or whenever i want. It gotta be at the right time in the right mood.

A single picture has got thousands words to tell; that's the truth...

A special day...

zhu ni shang ri kuai le, zhu ni shang ri kuai le, zhu ni shang... ri... kuai..le... zhu ni shang ri kuai le... wo ai ni da da lao gong 24/11/09

Time flies...

Just a blink, another weekend passed again... That's why people say time flies. Yeah it is the truth that time flies, but nobody can judge either time flies rapidly or slowly. It depends. For those who wait anxiously for sth, time may fly so slow, very slow but for those who let go the time and wait for nth, time may fly so fast, very fast and even faster than they imagine. Once they turn back and look to the past, they may be surprised and talk out like "Oh, it's been years already" ,"Gosh, it's been ages". It applies to me sometimes and i do feel that within a blink, things changed.



However, I am also in the group of people waiting for the time to come; I can tell sometimes it is so tiring to wait for the time.

I cross out days in my mind calendar day by day, everyday and hopefully the time that i have always been waiting would come faster. Just now i glanced at calendar, i just realised that i have been in Uk for two months and a week. I thought i had been here for years... lolz.. Ridiculous me, sometimes i feel that a day in Uk is like a year, an hour is like a day...

If i had one wish, i would have wished to accelerate the time for couple years, the years of seperation, the years of nothing....

I have no ideas why I am writing this in my blog, i've just suddenly got this kind of feelin and yah i wanna share... lolzzz....

So hungry, find thing to eat ai... Pye Pye.... :D ^_*

Back to blog

I haven't written my blog for a week already. Have been so relaxed these days ^_*
To be accurate, have been relaxed since the presentation finished. :D yeah i have been so lazy these days esp this weekend. About the presentation, i have done it very well and i have got very good result and yeah i am so happy. ^^

This weekend, i go nowhere as usual, just stayed home and surfing net as used to be. ;) What's a beautiful life! Yeah it really is. ;)

Tommorrow is monday again! hmmm.... School school school! I am so lazy, i really wish that vacation is coming so soon... heheheh I don hate school; I am just lazy to go... Grrr i really have nothing to say now.....

C ya again next post.. lolzzz

Worst dream.. :(

I took another hour nap just now. I woke up and cried out loud... It was so scary to be ignored and not being loved by family. :( Family is my life; that's true.

When i fell down on the floor cuz of dizziness, my grandpa sat still and read newspaper normallly. he said nothing at all. My grandma then laught and said no words. I was then lying still on the floor. When daddy and mommy came home, i thought i would be picked up but nope. Mom just asked what's wrong and stuff. Then she left. Dad said no words and just looked at me with very unpleasant eyes.
I then screamed out to my grandma that u never care about me. I screamed to grandpa that, am i that bad to not let u care for me. I then screamed out that no one need me. Then i ran to my room, locked the door and cried so hard. Finally, I picked my phone and call someone that also ignored me but then .... I realised it was a dream.. Actually i wanted to call and said GOODBYE.... Goodbye the world... cuz it seems to be too dark for me..........

I realized it was a dream but I am scared. Now I am still scared. I have no soul inside. Things are going wrong now...... :(
My pillow is wet with my tears; ridiculous me just a dream, i cried out loud just like a young lil kid.... :(

Bad day!

It was raining last nite; it was also very windy. Along the way back, i even couldn't be able to hold my umbrella properly. My bag was wet as well as part of my clothes though i got the umbrella.

Seems like the weather is trying to tell sth... Seems like it means to give a clue that sth bad is going to happen. Seems like sth is not going wrong....

Later...... Something doesnt seem to be right cuz seems to be there is sth wrong......

P.S No idea what m writing lolz....

Sms from my beloved sweetheartsss

This morning, daddy sms me and told me that our family already moved in the Phnom Penh Thmey house. I felt not so good coz i know mom must be so tired. She must be very exhausted after a week of moving stuff and preparing house. Dad as well, he must be so tired driving back and forth. I could help nothing :(

As my family is moving to other place, i am not being able to talk with them through skype anymore. They haven't got the internet connection at new home yet and guess it is not possible to get one at the new place as the location is quite far. Seeing dad's message made me smile. Later on another sms rang. I got another sms from daddy's number but the sender is not him. The sender is my 6 years old lil' sweetheart. His sms is so sweet. I bursted into tears reading his sms. he said he misses me so much and he asked me when i am going back home. and last phrase he puts- From me By Bun Oudom. Ai! What's a very smart baby boy!

I would have kissed and hugged him so hard if i saw him now :( i misssss him so bad....... I miss my lil' bro so much and I WANNA GO HOME :( hik hik hik


P.S i know the pix looks lolzz weird, and crazy and yep that's why we were born to be brother and sister :)

Sick of the weather

Now it is getting colder... I am almost freezing everytime I walk back home from school. It is still November, i know that but i can't bear it. It is so cold :-s

I feel worse so worse than i was in France last 4 years. It was even colder in France but i felt normal; i enjoyed the weather there. Now the temperature is still 4 or 5 degree but feel like i can't stand it already :(

Really wish it would be spring or summer soon :(

Malaysia and England : The Big Difference

I took an hour nap just now. When i woke up, suddenly i think of something.
I remember my Used-to-be life in Malaysia. It was so fun, so cheerful, so nice, and so enjoyable.

I was a super spendthrift that time. I bought loads of unneccessary things, and yep, i spend most of my money on shopping. Shop Shop till i dropped. But i didn't use everything i bought. SOmetimes when i arrived home from shopping and tried on again the stuff i have bought, i already got the feeling that i no longer like these stuff. When i ran out money from my bank account, i just took my phone and rang my parents in Cambodia and asked them to send to me more! I was so spoiled. Daddy loves me; mom loves me; they just give me whatever I ask! Sounds like I am so bad :( I know i have wasted lots of money that time. I really wish that i could be a bit more considerate that time. I really wish that i wasn't that spoil. That moment, I knew nothing about MONEY! i just knew something about SPENDING MONEY! It was fun! It was cool! It was just sth that made my day brighter!

Now, guess what I am thinking about? I was thinking of dozens of shoes that i have thrown away in Malaysia before I came to England; I was thinking of dozens of clothes i have left in Malaysia; I was thinking of cosmetics, bags and everything i didn't bring with me! Those worth so much. Those are MONEY! I was actually burn lots of money that time :( Such a waste and I was really sth!

But now what? i am in England, everything is different. I am in the stage of getting to understand life better now. Of course, I start being aware of what MONEY really is. lolz,ridiculous me, have been abroad for quite long but just understand now.

I admit, i do miss life in malaysia a lot. It was the best time that ever happened in my life, the time that i said "WOW, life is awesome!" Now those memory in Malaysia has been coverted to a life experience, the best lesson in life.

I feel I am getting older now. ^_*
Honestly, I am happy to be like now, rather than be me last time in Malaysia.
Because, Tey now is a grown up while Tey in Malaysia was a spoiled lil' girl and acted like a grown up one!
lolzzzz......
Experience is the best lesson to teach people; it is the best thing that is able to change the way people think.

Life begins...
I may walk...
I may run...
I may fall...
BUT
I know...
I won't give up. ^_*

My day

I am writing this post exactly at 4.34 in the morning of saturday. Yippy Weekend! I just woke up after a 4hours sleep.

Yesterday, i have got my laundry done and i have made a Tom Yam Soup. I dun say it is yummy, but i say i like it a lot :) I ate a big bowl of rice for my lunch, plus another small portion for dinner.

Well, friday the 13th probably is the bad day for some people but among those, there is no ME included. I have had a nice dream yesterday nite, i woke up with fresh feeling and smile on my face and i have eaten a lot :) wooo woo yummy yum :)

Presentation :)

I am gonna have a group powerpoint presentation next three weeks about sth related to Foreign Direct Investment (FDI). 2 of my group members are british and another two are my cousin (Marya) and Me, maself. Marya and I are both quite confident about the presentation skills; not mean a piece of cakes though. I haven't started looking for any info yet, lolz.. yeah i know i am so procrastinated :P

Well, i dun say i am the best presenter, but i am quite confident that I am a gud one as long as i have prepared well.

Many people would think that presenting in front of many people are very scary- stage frightening. I couldn't agree more with this. I used to be so frightened when i first did ma presentation in front of about 20 classmates. My hand, my feet, my lip shaked like i was in 4degree room. However, after practicing again and again, things are just getting better. U are not doing gud today; it doesnt mean that u are not doing gud tomorrow.

You're probably quite aware of some tips already for doing presentation- eye contact, body gesture, posture and stance, pace, volume...etc

You may think that it is very uncomfortable to try to have eye contact with the audiences, but trust me, the more u have eye contact with ur listeners, the more confidences u'd gain. I've learnt from one of my teacher at one private English school in cambodia that, when u are presenting, try to at least look at everyone 4 seconds each. It may sound ridiculous, yeah it really is. How can you mangae to count for sec while u are struggling with ur presentation out there? well, the point is, u no need to look at them exactly 4 secs, but just make sure, u have looked at them- all of them. Moving ur eyes around; they are listening to you; they are not judging you!

Body language is also important for an effective presentation. Nobody wants their audience to fall asleep while they are presenting. To fulfill ur want, u have to do sth. Dun just stand in one place like a tree. People may be interested or surprised to see a talking tree, but the point is u are not, u are just like one! Move around, engage ur audience with ur body languages. Words alone are not enough, do sth. One of the tips, i have learned again from ma teacher is that- better to fall down in front of everyone while presenting to get audience's attention rather than stand there talking without people care. You have to bear in mind that the reasons you present is to contribute the info that u know, and the aim of presentation is to have the attention of the audiences.

What is more, do control ur pace and volume when u speak. Most people speak so fast when they feel nervous. It is gud to present without any hesitating but just make sure ur listeners get everything u have said! If u are one of them, the tip is that, take deep breathe and relax! Presentation is nothing, but communicating. Audience, they are all ur friends; dun be scared.. Relax!

Next, dun read EVERYTHING from ur notes or ur slides.! Note down ONLY ur main points on a small piece of paper or card, not bigger than ur paw, and dun read them, use them as ur memory aid ONLY. If u noted too many details on the cards, u can get lost while u are presenting cuz there are too many letters inside, plus this can lead u to interpret the wrong definiton of presentation. Remember u are presenting or reading! This causes u to distract the attention from the audience. No matter how gud is ur content, if ur presentation is not well performed, u are not successful.

Time management is also the elements of gud presentation. Dun talk too long, or u might be given back nth but a sleepy feedbacks. Dun talk too short, or u might get back nth but a know-nothing feedbacks. Manage ur time well. If you are given 15mins to speak, make sure u not gonna speak up to 20 or 25... It is boring! the best thing to manage ur time is to practice :)

Poor Performance is the result of Poor Preparation. i am told by ma tutor that, if u have 1 minutes presentation, make sure at least u have rehearsed it for 7mins. So what if u have a 15mins presentation? how much time u gonna need? simple, 7 time 15 equals 105mins. However, it doesnt mean that if u have 15talk, u need to prepare only 105mins, it is just the minimum time u should spend on ur preparation.

Ooops, i almost forget one more thing.... if u are doing powerpoint presentation, please dun talk to slides! They are not ur listeners... Don be so wordy on ur powerpoint slides, or else people won't listen to you, they just read the slides so explain more rather than show all ur words there.

Last, but not least I am not a professional one but m at least doing quite well in class. So yeah, i actually just wanna remind some of the tips and get prepared for ma presentation :)

Best wishes

P.S wish me luck for ma next three weeks presentation :)

Though apologize makes no differences, never think its useless. Behind the scene, u are making thing becoming better....

A walking dead joined his own funeral in Brazil

Actually this is not really the original title; however, it means just the same.

According to Yahoo news on thursday, the 5th, a Brazilian bricklayer guy found alive in his funeral after wrong identification of the corpse that is found in the car crash in Southern State of Parana.
Police said the body found in the accident is deadly disfigured but it was in similar clothes.
The walking dead man was actually drinking over night with friends on that day, and he didn't know about his funeral until monday morning, the day of his funeral. Then he rushed to the funeral to show his family that he is still alive. That's is good for the family of the man to know their man is not dead. However, if the corpse was not him, what is the real identification of the corpse then?
The corpse now is clearly identified and has been buried in the other state, said the police spokeman.

This is just a summary of the news. It is quite interesting, and i just wanna share you guys. For detailed go to Yahoo news and Key in - Back From Dead: Man Attends Own Funeral.

Cheers :)

Love cute, elegant stuff? You are on the right page :)

I happened to find these on the net tonite. Some of them look so cute eh? Some are very attractive and elegant.

Like the first three rings, the designs are mostly attracted to young people. The rings are shown to be rich in design and the taste really fits best for modern and fashionable young women nowadays.

The jewels in the fourth pix look to be very creative. Those little fruity jewels fit those who like defined themselve as cute and lovely. People just can't stop saying "WOw that's cute" when they see these little babi stuffs.

Glance forward to the other pix of the two rings... Dun u think they look soft, nice and elegant enough to be wedding rings? SImple but Nice; Simple but attractive :)

What's next? the other two pix, the pix of kitty ring and cute little yellow insect are just showing off their beauty in ma page now... I can't keep myself from saying they are lovely and cute:)

Here we come to the last two pix.... I love that two rings... Actually the second last pix, i like the ring without any diamonds on. It looks simple but shiny! Also, the last ring, i would recommend this for couple rings... It is just so romantic and so memorable..... So all, thinking of couple rings? why dun u try this two design and note down ur frist date on it? M day-dreaming of that rings as well... lolzzz

P.S i've got a couple ring already and yah neva wish to change it and it is the most beautiful ring i eva had :)

>>>>>> For more info go to http://www.diamondvues.com/

International Student Welcoming Party

Have been smilin' forcefully :-s lolz

But the real me is - M sleepy... i wanna go home.... hik hik hik

How was it? - So boring! I did nothing besides walking around the hall, snapping some pix, looking around and stuff... I really wanted to come back asap that time... You can see through the last pix that i put ma face down to the table... I was closing my eyes and almost falling asleep among the crowd... Soo...then... Is this call party? Probably for others, but not me.... :-s

Weekend Weekend ^^

Yeah weekend!
This sunday morning i left school at 10am to
Kular Lumpur(KL) in order to watch some new realeased
movies in the cinema. I and ma other 6 friends watched Red
Cliff2, Changeling, and Bride War. Red Cliff II is a very
good movie. It is about the historical war in China. The
method of fighting against each other is so great and
unbelivable, nah, not much comment i just like it a lot.
Changeling is the second movie that i watched today.
Angelina jolie is the actress in this movie. Nah, it was
so boring at first, talking too much and stuff. However,
it is such a sad movie for me heheheh and it was the true
story that happened in Los Angeles in 1928. Bride War,
the last movie that me and others watched. We were so
tired already, so hehe no wonder, quite bored. However, i
still like this one though i yawned a lot. lolzz
I arrived school with ma stomach empty. Ooops nope, at
least i have eaten a beef burger in Mcdonald this
evening. :) It was ma dinner then :)
Alright, today is time to get back to class.. no more
holiday! so heheh gotta prepare lots of things now..
later later. .. :)

When a dream becomes nightmare...

I gotta sit for four final papers this semester. Two has already passed but they have not gone smoothly. I have been deady ill in the pass four days. I got a very bad fever. Bearing in the room with the very high temperature, coughing, freezing are not easy. The worst point is that i couldn't review anything. Why i gotta be sick during the final exam period? I have tried for the whole semester waiting for today. But......? I have put all my soul for my coursework mark and waiting for final, hopefully to archieve my goal of getting the good score. But...? yeah this is when a dream became a nightmare.

I went to the exam with three different kinds of medicines on the table. Others, they had only pens, pecils and papers. But me? apart from study equipments, i got around all kind of medicines. That's ridiculous huh? It is not... All i can tell now is m so sad... I did the exam with my hand covered my forehead while my head hurted me a lot.
However, it doesn't mean that i didn't do it all! I finished my papers but don ask me if i am confident or not this time.

I am just not in mood and yeah this is when a dream really became a night mare.

Nah, I love sneakers :D

These are Converse (All Star) sneakers.. Look cool rite? :D

Guess which one is mine and which one i took from the net? lolzz :D

Is it that easy to guess? :P

Lolzzz... Different time, different style, different watch, different clothes BUT SAME PLACE & SAME PEOPLE... Sunway Lagoon, Malaysia :)

Bowling time :P heheh poor me... I didn't know how to play... However, i didn't score so bad, at least the second last if m not mistaken :P su su su su i will be an expert of playing it one day... lolz... (Keep up this day dreaming... ) Hahahaha

Hey guys, say cheese :) Heheh it doesn't has my picture here... so sad, however, big thx to camerawoman who is me rite? lolzz This pic? lolz it has been taken ages ago, since 5th march 08.. :P It took place at the basketball court near the Lake of Nilai College. Lolzz.. We didn't go for playing basketball but we went for picnic ;)

Lolz.. First of all... er... I would like to tell that i am not really always a good student. :D hahah

just like this one as an evidence.. During the Biology Lab, i didn't concentrate a lot but i did take lots of pictures... Shhhhh!!! Teacher didn't know, er... if she knew er.... lolzz no wonders i will be executed.. :P Jk, not that serious but yeah still kinda serious if she knew :P

31 July 2008... I am glad that i could be in Cambodia just right on time for my dad's birthday! You know what, this birthday party was going on smoothly and took place in my parents' bedroom. :) I turned of the light of the whole house, walking into the room with my other two brothers singing a BIRTHDAY SONG to my dad whlie he was lying on the bed waiting for the electricity coming back. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.... HAPPY .... BIRTH....DAY... TO YOU..... ^__^

Imagine of the face of my dad again that time.... He was so excited... I could tell from his smile...

My heart was so touching that time. I hugged him and said "Pa, Happy Birthday, I LOVE YOU" and i kissed him right on his right cheek.....

Did i say too much here? But hehehe when m writing this, i feel sth inside... I miss my dad... :(

Nah, the pic is a bit blur :(

Well, wonder why i posted the pictures of me and my friends? I just miss them so bad...

Will there be a Yesterday Once More? A day that we all would be together again? Time passed by so fast, what we have been through is just like a light of the flash and yeah it rushes to the end now!

Although, this is just a shadow of the past, those sweet lil' memo will always last forever, won't it? :)

Hmm... what do you think about this style? Looks weird? Of course it is...

Seems to be very joyful, huh? Yeah it was so cheerful that time; however this kind of happy moments is no longer exist in this world of me...

Misssin' those time so bad.... :(

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Something is really wrong....

As life goes on in Malaysia, I have realised that some parts of my life are really missing.

I miss playing and arguing with my 5 and 14years old brother a lot. I also miss going shopping and cooking with mom. I miss kissing my dad as well.

So much i have learnt from being here for 11 months. SO much i have discovered here. Thus, now i found that something is really wrong.

Hanging around with friends but seeing others with family makes my heart beats faster and my head starts thinking of my family.I remember, I used to have those time too; I used to smile and laugh with ma cutie family; I used to tease my dad and I even used to argue with my two little brothers in the restaurant. These are very unforgettable.

Before I admit that I really wanted to be away from my family in order to find my own freedom but for now not anymore. I wish i could be a young kid again who is always held all the time by mommy and daddy. I want to live my life as simple as before; i just want to be a simple little girl who always be accompanied by family.. I just want to be like others. What's so amazing by studying abroad? Why don't i just spend those time studying and enjoying life with my family?

WHy do i need to be away like this? It is painful you know? It is painful to see others with their family while I am alone here. It is painful to see young kids playing around while now I am missing my brothers so much. It is painful to just hear a voice of my family instead of seeing them. It is painful to say bye bye when the talk is finished by phone. It is painful to dream about them all days, smiling while dreaming but crying when waking up.

Dear all, spend most of ur time with ur family and please never ever feel bored of being with them. You should know that you are so lucky to be there with ur loves, while others rarely have those chance. Appreciate this cuz others really wish to be like you!

So upset with ma updated style

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tell me the different please.. M sick with my new hair style now... :( help! Everyone comments that i look completely like Koun Youn with ma new hair style.. They said "I don look well with this style" m sick with it now.. Help! :(

Not much description, i just like this one :) what do ya think??? please... please like der tov hey? ;P :)

Have a look at this picture... Hmm.. what ya think? well, this is one of the hostels in my school. hhheehe, it doesn't look so tidy and cool. Nah, when i first arrived here, i was about to cry. (Keep this as a secret) :P The building is kinda old; however i totally get used to it now, lolzz cuz i have been here 11months already.

Hmm... haven't told yet the name of the school. It is Nilai International University. Sounds weird? :D

Being here, Malaysia at first very fun but after most of my buddies are gone, life here is so so so boring... Oh and it was fun at first cuz everything was new but now not anymore.

By da way, visit me sometimes, won't you ma all visitors? :) I will accompany u all glancing around lah :D

Okie, c u next post!

" I love you all, I really love and I really do". Here are 3 little wordless phrases that i love to say to my 6 little cute buddies and my cute sister: Sist Marya, Chhay, In, Kid, Tata, Tra and Oun Tor. I don't know why I became speechless on that nite, i don't know why i couldn't say this word directly. However, I just hope that it is not too late to say now! Truly, i didn't expect all of you to see this journal, but i just want everybody to know that U are really my love ones. It is very hard for me to explain how big my excitement and happiness were last nite, 19th feb 2008! They have been too big, too broad, too wide, too huge and too deep to be measured! The first i reached the lake area, i felt cold, i felt weird, i felt interested, i felt the sense of your love, i felt the whisper of ur joy! The first i walked along the lake with my eyes covered with c's hands, i have guessed what would happen, i have guessed what would i see.. i have guessed... i have guessed with my heart beating faster and deeper.... Once i opened my eyes, i could see the light of the 17 candles on a chocolate birthday cake, i could hear the HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG from my friends' lips, i could see everybody smile and cheer, i could see U sprayed the sprite on me, i could see the little candles on the table that have been arranged patiently to form the name TEY .... and..... i could see.... a large big big white teddy bear with a pink scarf and pink bow on its head..... There he is.. He is mine, truly mine, 100% mine. He is my birthday present from my 7 loves. I ran out of words… I could say nothing.. I just hugged you all and said thank you very much with tears fell down! They were the tears of incredible excitement, the tear of ecstasy. I have been too emotional, I know but I was out off control!
Everybody was so hungry now and there… The Pizzas lied on the green grass besides the table, fried chickens and french fried lied on the box besides the pizzas, soft drink lied besides u and me. We ate, we drank, yet we forgot to cheer! Not a problem, we cheered in our hearts, didn't we? So much fun, so much to describe, so much to tell….. but not so much to eat J
Hmmm… This was such a wonderful dream for me.. My 17th birthday took place at the Lake in Nilai College with dark environment under the light of the moon but with bright environment in our hearts. Oh, guess what, my teddy bear named Lake. This memo not only sticks in my mind but also in my teddy bear’s. Lake, de unforgettable place and Lake, the adorable teddy bear I ever love.

Again, I love you all, I really love and I really do from every little single pieces of heart. U all really made my every day of my new age be bright and great!
Big Love and Cute Kiss to my 7 loves J

11 months has passed so fast... I miss those time so bad... I remember the first day we started hanging out together; I remember the first day we started teasing each other; I remember the first day we named our group as KSG. I wish there would be a yesterday once again in the future nearby. I wish there would be a sound of giggling from 8 of us again. If i could turn back the time, I would have turned it to where we used to be happy together and I would have stopped it rite there cuz tomorrow may change everything. 11 months is not so long but it is so deep, so sweet, so meaningful, so great for our friendships. We used to talk to each other, we used to imagine the day that we all gonna be apart and now, that one day has arrived! KSG that used to be the best, KSG that used to be the most outstanding, KSG that used to be the happiest one now may not exist anymore.
Memo in the past is just like a mirror to a heart. :)
I promise u to keep this forever rite here, in ma every little single pieces of ma heart...
I promise u to always have an available room in my heart for all of u!
I promise u that U ARE MA SWEETIE PIES EVER AND EVER! Lub and miss you all :'(