Heart attack

Probably I am so curious to key in google and search sth about heart-attack. It shocked me after i see the symptoms of heart attack... They are :

• Neck, jaw, upper back, shoulder pains
• abdominal discomfort
• shortness of breath
• nausea or vomiting
• abdominal pain
• heart burn
• sweatiness
• lightheadedness
• dizziness
• unexplained fatigue

The symptoms just shocked me awfully!

Hmm...

Headache and dizziness really frightened me now. I start feelin scared of it now :(
I am sick of taking medicine and i am sick of having a body check up in the hospital already. I am so tired and i admit I am so scared of wht it is called - hospital :(

These few days, I start feelin' worse and worse. My nose hurts me so much as well as my head. Each time when m walking out in the cold, my back head and my both left and right tempers start crackin and yah they hurt me so bad. Just now I am just back from toppin' up the phone, along the way back alone, i almost bursted into tear... My head hurts me so much and i feel more and more scared now. Now m writing this post, my left back head keeps on hurting me :( gosh, i need help :( I really wonder what is wrong with me, i really wonder. Dizziness is my another best friend. It is being with me most of the time esp when i am just back from school and stuff. Along the way from school sometimes i feel nausea and when i arrived home i feel so tired, and yep unexplained tireness.

I am now trying to check on internet about symptoms of my disease and how to treat and stuff... I feel so scared... I feel like things are getting serious now... M scared :(

I dun want to tell daddy about it, i dun want him to be worried :( I dun want to have any trouble to my family, to my beloved ones.. I dun want :( I am so scared :(

What's wrong with me?

:( Skype was just off a few mins ago. I just finished sending him a gud day sms. :( i know he's gonna go for only two days, but a day without him seems nth and a day waiting is like a year! I feel so hard to let him go; i know he couldn't be in front of the webcam 24/7. I know i really know... BUT just now, when the skype was off, my smile was gone as well... gone!

I am holding my tear now, cuz i know it is so childish to cry just because he is gone to take care some of his business with his dad..... I am holding my tear now, cuz i know there is no point to cry... I am holding my tear now! I really wonder what is wrong with me :( I am telling myself, Tey, he will be back soon, dun be like this, smile and wait for him.... BUT nope... I cant smile... I feel like nth inside, i feel like i wanna cry, and i feel like, my chest has been tied so tight! :(

Be back soon, my love.... Waiting...... :(

Presentaion and tips

I am gonna have a group powerpoint presentation next three weeks about sth related to Foreign Direct Investment (FDI. 2 of ma group members are british and another two are my cousin (Marya) and Me, maself. Marya and I are both quite confident about the presentation skills; not mean a piece of cakes though. I haven't started looking for any info yet, lolz.. yeah i know i am being so procrastinated :P

Well, i dun say i am the best presenter, but i am quite confident that I am a gud one as long as i have prepared well.

Many people would think that presenting in front of many people are very scary- stage frightening. I couldn't agree more with this. I used to be so frightened when i first did ma presentation in front of about 20 classmates. My hand, my feet, my lip shaked like i was in 4degree room. However, after practicing again and again, things are just getting better. U are not doing gud today; it doesnt mean that u are not doing gud tomorrow.

You're probably quite aware of some tips already for doing presentation- eye contact, body gesture, posture and stance, pace, volume...etc

You may think that it is very uncomfortable to try to have eye contact with the audiences, but trust me, the more u have eye contact with ur listeners, the more confidences u'd gain. I've learnt from one of my teacher at one private English school in cambodia that, when u are presenting, try to at least look at everyone 4 seconds each. It may sound ridiculous, yeah it really is. How can you mangae to count for sec while u are struggling with ur presentation out there? well, the point is, u no need to look at them exactly 4 secs, but just make sure, u have looked at them- all of them. Moving ur eyes around; they are listening to you; they are not judging you!

Body language is also important for an effective presentation. Nobody wants their audience to fall asleep while they are presenting. To fulfill ur want, u have to do sth. Dun just stand in one place like a tree. People may be interested or surprised to see a talking tree, but the point is u are not, u are just like one! Move around, engage ur audience with ur body languages. Words alone are not enough, do sth. One of the tips, i have learned again from ma teacher is that- better to fall down in front of everyone while presenting to get audience's attention rather than stand there talking without people care. You have to bear in mind that the reasons you present is to contribute the info that u know, and the aim of presentation is to have the attention of the audiences.

What is more, do control ur pace and volume when u speak. Most people speak so fast when they feel nervous. It is gud to present without any hesitating but just make sure ur listeners get everything u have said! If u are one of them, the tip is that, take deep breathe and relax! Presentation is nothing, but communicating. Audience, they are all ur friends; dun be scared.. Relax!

Next, lemme tell you a bit about ma yesterday class. I was the audience that noon. 5 british classmates were presenting sth related to globalisation and stuff. Their content is well structured and well describe but just they are lack of presenting style. One thing that i notice is that, they totally read everything from ther A4 notes! papers were just flying with their hands just like a flag! Dun do this, everyone. Note down ONLY ur main points on a small piece of paper or card, not bigger than ur paw, and dun read them, use them as ur memory aid ONLY. If u have noted to many on the cards, u can get lost, plus this can lead u to interpret the wrong definiton of presentation. Remember u are presenting or reading! This causes u to distract the attention from the audience. No matter how gud is ur content, if ur presentation is not well performed, u are not successful.

Time management is also the elements of gud presentation. Dun talk too long, or u might be given back nth but a sleepy feedbacks. Dun talk too short, or u might get back nth but a not understandable feedbacks. Manage ur time well. If you are given 15mins to speak, make sure u not gonna speak up to 20 or 25... It is boring! the best thing to manage ur time is to practice :)

Poor Performance is the result of Poor Preparation. i am told by ma tutor that, if u have 1 minutes presentation, make sure at least u have rehearsed it for 7mins. So what if u have a 15mins presentation? how much time u gonna need? simple, 7 time 15 equals 105mins. However, it doesnt mean that if u have 15talk, u need to prepare only 105mins, it is just the minimum time u should spend on ur preparation.

Ooops, i almost forget one more thing.... if u are doing powerpoint presentation, please dun talk to slides! They are not ur listeners... Don be so wordy on ur powerpoint slides, or else people won't listen to you, they just read the slides so explain more rather than show all ur words there.

Last, but not least I am not a professional one but m at least doing quite well in class. So yeah, i hope u guys find it useful here.

Best wishes

P.S wish me luck for ma next three weeks presentation :)

Though apologize makes no differences, never think its useless. Behind the scene, u are making thing become better....

A walking dead joied his own funeral in Brazil

Actually this is not really the original title; however, it means just the same.

According to Yahoo news on thursday, the 5th, a Brazilian bricklayer guy found alive in his funeral after wrong identification of the corpse that is found in the car crash in Southern State of Parana.
Police said the body found in the accident is deadly disfigured but it was in similar clothes.
The walking dead man was actually drinking over night with friends on that day, and he didn't know about his funeral until monday morning, the day of his funeral. Then he rushed to the funeral to show his family that he is still alive. That's is good for the family of the man to know their man is not dead. However, if the corpse was not him, what is the real identification of the corpse then?
The corpse now is clearly identified and has been buried in the other state, said the police spokeman.

This is just a summary of the news. It is quite interesting, and i just wanna share you guys. For detailed go to Yahoo news and Key in - Back From Dead: Man Attends Own Funeral.

Cheers :)

He said...

He said he loved me more than the bullets used in World War II.

I have googled and keyed in "How many bullets are used in World War II?" lolz you know what is the answer? I click on a few pages at ChaCha and Wiki Answer- the answer is somekind like "Such a fool to ask such a question." lolzzz

:-) so happy and feel so flyin' now that there is no exact statistics for the bullets used in WWII lolzzz

:)

Love cute, elegant stuff? You are on the right page :)

I happened to find these on the net tonite. Some of them look so cute eh? Some are very attractive and elegant.

Like the first three rings, the designs are mostly attracted to young people. The rings are shown to be rich in design and the taste really fits best for modern and fashionable young women nowadays.

The jewels in the fourth pix look to be very creative. Those little fruity jewels fit those who like defined themselve as cute and lovely. People just can't stop saying "WOw that's cute" when they see these little babi stuffs.

Glance forward to the other pix of the two rings... Dun u think they look soft, nice and elegant enough to be wedding rings? SImple but Nice; Simple but attractive :)

What's next? the other two pix, the pix of kitty ring and cute little yellow insect are just showing off their beauty in ma page now... I can't keep myself from saying they are lovely and cute:)

Here we come to the last two pix.... I love that two rings... Actually the second last pix, i like the ring without any diamonds on. It looks simple but shiny! Also, the last ring, i would recommend this for couple rings... It is just so romantic and so memorable..... So all, thinking of couple rings? why dun u try this two design and note down ur frist date on it? M day-dreaming of that rings as well... lolzzz

P.S i've got a couple ring already and yah neva wish to change it and it is the most beautiful ring i eva had :)

>>>>>> For more info go to http://www.diamondvues.com/

A Love Story That Starts From a Smile...

Heart, have i forgotten to tell u lately that u are ma world, ma everything? Probably i have, but i am sure i do not forget to tell u that u are the sun that shines during my day time and u are the moon that rises during my night time. This gives me enough reason to tell, you are the reason for me to have such a bright and colorful life and u are the reason to get my life away from the darkness.

I wonder if u realize that each time wen i am in ur arms, i feel it is where i belong and i can honestly say that it is the only place i ever want to be.... I also wonder if u realize that whenever i close my eyes, my mind automatically draws pix of u putting the blanket on me and kissing me on a forehead for having a gud sleep. I then wonder if other girls are this lucky like me cuz i feel like m the only one girl exists in the world, the only girl that has always sensed this feeling of true happiness. I wonder if others have discovered what happiness are, while i have already discovered that the happiness that is always held true in life is to love u and to be loved by you. You are ma master key to open every happy gates in my life, and love is a dream that only comes alive when i got you ... Heart, I mean it...

My dear, I sometimes woke up in the middle of the night and cried out for ur name; I cried even harder when i realized that i was a dream. The reason i cry is not cuz of dream but it is that u are not here when i wake up in the middle of the night.

I apologize if i have been too relied on you, i apologize if i have been too mux like ur daugther that need u all the time, I apologize, but it doesn't mean M gonna stop what i am doing now. I apologize and apologize once again and always apologize to tell I am loving to live and love you like this.

I hate to admit the fact that u are there, so far, so far that i can't hold ur hands, so far that i can't hug u so tight, so far that i can't comfort u when u are not alrite. I can do nothing but holdin' my laptop, kissin' ma lappie, Huggin' it cuz it is the only way that gimme some hope to imagine the pix of u. I put my hand on the laptop webcam and close ma eyes purposely to imagine that M holding ur hands now, so tight, tight enough that i can't let u go and tight enough just like when i hold urs last time. I put my lip closed to the webcam and close ma eyes, once again I imagine my lip was touching ur soft, irreplaceable cheeks.

BUT... my darling, though I can't touch u physically, I know, there is ur love visible here. I can sense it, the love that is so powerful, the love that is so incomparable and the love that is so true, true that always melts my heart down. We may be thousands, even millions miles away but you never ever lose your spot in my heart.

People would think it is ridiculous to know all of this; but for me it is the place where the romance belongs.

My love, "Nothing is impossible; impossible is nothing", just the same like, life without u is impossible so life without u is nothing... Thus, pls neva leave me.... Without you, life is nothing; without u life is so stink and without u life is so mean and without you m like a bird with broken wings.... True love is so hard to find, that's y i feel so blessed to have a heart filled with ur love and heart, true love doesn't have a happy ending cuz true love actually doesnt have an ending....

P.S I love you, Lao gong.

Intentionally dedicate to ma only world, Guang from me, Tey- G&T

Is it a must?

It is just ma request..... I hope you do consider it........

Is tear the only result? ....... ;( :'(

International Student Welcoming Party

Have been smilin' forcefully :-s lolz

But the real me is - M sleepy... i wanna go home.... hik hik hik

How was it? - So boring! I did nothing besides walking around the hall, snapping some pix, looking around and stuff... I really wanted to come back asap that time... You can see through the last pix that i put ma face down to the table... I was closing my eyes and almost falling asleep among the crowd... Soo...then... Is this call party? Probably for others, but not me.... :-s

A surprise

This morning, i took a hand full of love chocolates from the box as usual but i just realized that there is a heart-shaped chocolate inside the box under those little chocolates... I have been eating for quite long since i arrived UK but i didnt know there is a heart-shaped chocolate there.... I was so surprised, and that time i realized that i smile alone again.... :) I wanted to tell him that i am so surprised, i wanted to call and tell hiim immediately heheheh but i dare not to... probably it is not the right time.. However, just wanna share ma surprise and yah, I am really surprised! really am! :)

Wondering where are the chocolates from? the answer is on de first pix, have a look at them...

P.s dont be jealous :>

Mentally ill ;(

These two days, i feel like m having such a serious disease.... Sometimes, when i sleep my heart beats so fast and i have to breathe so fast. I feel painful inside. I am very forgetful, i forget to do what i think that need to be done just a moment ago.... I sometimes feel so blank and my head hurts me so bad.... :( I dunno what to do........ :( go to hospital? what if they say m crazy? :(

Halloween, ma nightmare.....

Happie Belated halloween everyone!

I went to join halloween party on that nite.... Hold on, dun say happpy halloween to me yet... Allow me to scream to the world that the thing that i hate the most is Halloween day esp this year 2009!

I was about to be bitten by a dog; i screamed out and cried like a girl wanting to go to market with mommie... Yeah got bitten by dog is horrible but the even more horrible thing eva is i upset ma beloved one so bad. I just turned the relationship upside down within a blink. I just wiped out all the happy moment and replace back with sadness! Physically sick, i can handle, but mentally.... I just can't manage! Apologize made no difference... Apologize cannot wipe away those bad feelin'..... I know apologize couldn't help but i cant help, ma mouth keeps saying sorry regretfully...... :(

P.S HALLOWEEN, MA NIGHTMARE....

Life changed!

Month and a half has passed... Time flies, but a month and a half here, in UK seems to be so long... One day is like one year. I keep counting down now! around a thousand more days to be counted down.... 3 years to graduate, 3 years to go back home and 3 more years to struggle!

School is gettin' more and more difficult. Homework, assignments are just chasing me behind, just the same like police is chasing for criminal!

What's more?

Within a month and a half, i have been sick twice plus uncountable unwell feelin. I wanna scream out.... I AM SICK OF BEING SICK... I AM SICK OF TAKING MEDICINE :( Though outside I look so tough; i walk as m a supergirl; i run as i am the world-strongest woman; i smile as the happiest person but inside, I am crying for only just only a bit of energy. Steppin' a step, I smile though i seem like carring a big rock walking up to hill. I walk with my eyes open but inside i was closin' my mind and going somewhere so far, so tiring just to find a lil bit of power to move on.... Sounds like I am having the terminal illness huh? Yah, probably.. I feel like I am in hell :(

P.S i dun mean to complain; i just want to use a few mins to realease some rocks rock inside me....

I know that's life! so yeah that's life, live it and enjoy .... :-

Sleepy Clubbie

I went out to club with my 6 friends a week ago. We were supposed to have lots of fun, i guess. However, it wasn't like what we have expected. My friends and I accidentally met another group of Cambodian friends who study at the same college while we were on the way to the club. So, yep no choice, we gotta meet up together. Hmmm... when we arrived the club, nah everyone (me and ma other 6 buddies) raised the eyebrows and hmmm we then laught. We went to where we didn't want to go. That club is called Hot ZOne, it was so so noisy and smokey... the smoke of cigar were everywhere, the sounds of music were TOO loud and yep, me and others just sat in one place for around two hours. Then we rushed back, lolzz... We just couldn't bear any longer with those smokey and noisy environment. However, the others Cambodian students were still there while we already left. They seemed to enjoy so much, while we all being so sleepy. Don't u think it sounds ridiculous when we go clubbing but we feel sleepy? You are not me, you dunno how this feels... :P The other group may enjoy so much now while we all left.. lolz No more bone tor teng kor.. hahahah!!!

Sleepy Clubbie... :P

Weekend Weekend ^^

Yeah weekend!
This sunday morning i left school at 10am to
Kular Lumpur(KL) in order to watch some new realeased
movies in the cinema. I and ma other 6 friends watched Red
Cliff2, Changeling, and Bride War. Red Cliff II is a very
good movie. It is about the historical war in China. The
method of fighting against each other is so great and
unbelivable, nah, not much comment i just like it a lot.
Changeling is the second movie that i watched today.
Angelina jolie is the actress in this movie. Nah, it was
so boring at first, talking too much and stuff. However,
it is such a sad movie for me heheheh and it was the true
story that happened in Los Angeles in 1928. Bride War,
the last movie that me and others watched. We were so
tired already, so hehe no wonder, quite bored. However, i
still like this one though i yawned a lot. lolzz
I arrived school with ma stomach empty. Ooops nope, at
least i have eaten a beef burger in Mcdonald this
evening. :) It was ma dinner then :)
Alright, today is time to get back to class.. no more
holiday! so heheh gotta prepare lots of things now..
later later. .. :)

When a dream becomes nightmare...

I gotta sit for four final papers this semester. Two has already passed but they have not gone smoothly. I have been deady ill in the pass four days. I got a very bad fever. Bearing in the room with the very high temperature, coughing, freezing are not easy. The worst point is that i couldn't review anything. Why i gotta be sick during the final exam period? I have tried for the whole semester waiting for today. But......? I have put all my soul for my coursework mark and waiting for final, hopefully to archieve my goal of getting the good score. But...? yeah this is when a dream became a nightmare.

I went to the exam with three different kinds of medicines on the table. Others, they had only pens, pecils and papers. But me? apart from study equipments, i got around all kind of medicines. That's ridiculous huh? It is not... All i can tell now is m so sad... I did the exam with my hand covered my forehead while my head hurted me a lot.
However, it doesn't mean that i didn't do it all! I finished my papers but don ask me if i am confident or not this time.

I am just not in mood and yeah this is when a dream really became a night mare.

Nah, I love sneakers :D

These are Converse (All Star) sneakers.. Look cool rite? :D

Guess which one is mine and which one i took from the net? lolzz :D

Is it that easy to guess? :P

Lolzzz... Different time, different style, different watch, different clothes BUT SAME PLACE & SAME PEOPLE... Sunway Lagoon, Malaysia :)

Bowling time :P heheh poor me... I didn't know how to play... However, i didn't score so bad, at least the second last if m not mistaken :P su su su su i will be an expert of playing it one day... lolz... (Keep up this day dreaming... ) Hahahaha

Hey guys, say cheese :) Heheh it doesn't has my picture here... so sad, however, big thx to camerawoman who is me rite? lolzz This pic? lolz it has been taken ages ago, since 5th march 08.. :P It took place at the basketball court near the Lake of Nilai College. Lolzz.. We didn't go for playing basketball but we went for picnic ;)

Lolz.. First of all... er... I would like to tell that i am not really always a good student. :D hahah

just like this one as an evidence.. During the Biology Lab, i didn't concentrate a lot but i did take lots of pictures... Shhhhh!!! Teacher didn't know, er... if she knew er.... lolzz no wonders i will be executed.. :P Jk, not that serious but yeah still kinda serious if she knew :P

31 July 2008... I am glad that i could be in Cambodia just right on time for my dad's birthday! You know what, this birthday party was going on smoothly and took place in my parents' bedroom. :) I turned of the light of the whole house, walking into the room with my other two brothers singing a BIRTHDAY SONG to my dad whlie he was lying on the bed waiting for the electricity coming back. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.... HAPPY .... BIRTH....DAY... TO YOU..... ^__^

Imagine of the face of my dad again that time.... He was so excited... I could tell from his smile...

My heart was so touching that time. I hugged him and said "Pa, Happy Birthday, I LOVE YOU" and i kissed him right on his right cheek.....

Did i say too much here? But hehehe when m writing this, i feel sth inside... I miss my dad... :(

Nah, the pic is a bit blur :(

Well, wonder why i posted the pictures of me and my friends? I just miss them so bad...

Will there be a Yesterday Once More? A day that we all would be together again? Time passed by so fast, what we have been through is just like a light of the flash and yeah it rushes to the end now!

Although, this is just a shadow of the past, those sweet lil' memo will always last forever, won't it? :)

Hmm... what do you think about this style? Looks weird? Of course it is...

Seems to be very joyful, huh? Yeah it was so cheerful that time; however this kind of happy moments is no longer exist in this world of me...

Misssin' those time so bad.... :(

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Something is really wrong....

As life goes on in Malaysia, I have realised that some parts of my life are really missing.

I miss playing and arguing with my 5 and 14years old brother a lot. I also miss going shopping and cooking with mom. I miss kissing my dad as well.

So much i have learnt from being here for 11 months. SO much i have discovered here. Thus, now i found that something is really wrong.

Hanging around with friends but seeing others with family makes my heart beats faster and my head starts thinking of my family.I remember, I used to have those time too; I used to smile and laugh with ma cutie family; I used to tease my dad and I even used to argue with my two little brothers in the restaurant. These are very unforgettable.

Before I admit that I really wanted to be away from my family in order to find my own freedom but for now not anymore. I wish i could be a young kid again who is always held all the time by mommy and daddy. I want to live my life as simple as before; i just want to be a simple little girl who always be accompanied by family.. I just want to be like others. What's so amazing by studying abroad? Why don't i just spend those time studying and enjoying life with my family?

WHy do i need to be away like this? It is painful you know? It is painful to see others with their family while I am alone here. It is painful to see young kids playing around while now I am missing my brothers so much. It is painful to just hear a voice of my family instead of seeing them. It is painful to say bye bye when the talk is finished by phone. It is painful to dream about them all days, smiling while dreaming but crying when waking up.

Dear all, spend most of ur time with ur family and please never ever feel bored of being with them. You should know that you are so lucky to be there with ur loves, while others rarely have those chance. Appreciate this cuz others really wish to be like you!

So upset with ma updated style

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tell me the different please.. M sick with my new hair style now... :( help! Everyone comments that i look completely like Koun Youn with ma new hair style.. They said "I don look well with this style" m sick with it now.. Help! :(

Not much description, i just like this one :) what do ya think??? please... please like der tov hey? ;P :)

Have a look at this picture... Hmm.. what ya think? well, this is one of the hostels in my school. hhheehe, it doesn't look so tidy and cool. Nah, when i first arrived here, i was about to cry. (Keep this as a secret) :P The building is kinda old; however i totally get used to it now, lolzz cuz i have been here 11months already.

Hmm... haven't told yet the name of the school. It is Nilai International University. Sounds weird? :D

Being here, Malaysia at first very fun but after most of my buddies are gone, life here is so so so boring... Oh and it was fun at first cuz everything was new but now not anymore.

By da way, visit me sometimes, won't you ma all visitors? :) I will accompany u all glancing around lah :D

Okie, c u next post!

" I love you all, I really love and I really do". Here are 3 little wordless phrases that i love to say to my 6 little cute buddies and my cute sister: Sist Marya, Chhay, In, Kid, Tata, Tra and Oun Tor. I don't know why I became speechless on that nite, i don't know why i couldn't say this word directly. However, I just hope that it is not too late to say now! Truly, i didn't expect all of you to see this journal, but i just want everybody to know that U are really my love ones. It is very hard for me to explain how big my excitement and happiness were last nite, 19th feb 2008! They have been too big, too broad, too wide, too huge and too deep to be measured! The first i reached the lake area, i felt cold, i felt weird, i felt interested, i felt the sense of your love, i felt the whisper of ur joy! The first i walked along the lake with my eyes covered with c's hands, i have guessed what would happen, i have guessed what would i see.. i have guessed... i have guessed with my heart beating faster and deeper.... Once i opened my eyes, i could see the light of the 17 candles on a chocolate birthday cake, i could hear the HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG from my friends' lips, i could see everybody smile and cheer, i could see U sprayed the sprite on me, i could see the little candles on the table that have been arranged patiently to form the name TEY .... and..... i could see.... a large big big white teddy bear with a pink scarf and pink bow on its head..... There he is.. He is mine, truly mine, 100% mine. He is my birthday present from my 7 loves. I ran out of words… I could say nothing.. I just hugged you all and said thank you very much with tears fell down! They were the tears of incredible excitement, the tear of ecstasy. I have been too emotional, I know but I was out off control!
Everybody was so hungry now and there… The Pizzas lied on the green grass besides the table, fried chickens and french fried lied on the box besides the pizzas, soft drink lied besides u and me. We ate, we drank, yet we forgot to cheer! Not a problem, we cheered in our hearts, didn't we? So much fun, so much to describe, so much to tell….. but not so much to eat J
Hmmm… This was such a wonderful dream for me.. My 17th birthday took place at the Lake in Nilai College with dark environment under the light of the moon but with bright environment in our hearts. Oh, guess what, my teddy bear named Lake. This memo not only sticks in my mind but also in my teddy bear’s. Lake, de unforgettable place and Lake, the adorable teddy bear I ever love.

Again, I love you all, I really love and I really do from every little single pieces of heart. U all really made my every day of my new age be bright and great!
Big Love and Cute Kiss to my 7 loves J

11 months has passed so fast... I miss those time so bad... I remember the first day we started hanging out together; I remember the first day we started teasing each other; I remember the first day we named our group as KSG. I wish there would be a yesterday once again in the future nearby. I wish there would be a sound of giggling from 8 of us again. If i could turn back the time, I would have turned it to where we used to be happy together and I would have stopped it rite there cuz tomorrow may change everything. 11 months is not so long but it is so deep, so sweet, so meaningful, so great for our friendships. We used to talk to each other, we used to imagine the day that we all gonna be apart and now, that one day has arrived! KSG that used to be the best, KSG that used to be the most outstanding, KSG that used to be the happiest one now may not exist anymore.
Memo in the past is just like a mirror to a heart. :)
I promise u to keep this forever rite here, in ma every little single pieces of ma heart...
I promise u to always have an available room in my heart for all of u!
I promise u that U ARE MA SWEETIE PIES EVER AND EVER! Lub and miss you all :'(